buzy,,buzy..buzy...

Buzy, buzy as a bee..I don't think a bee is as buzy as I am. I am buzy n tired n so much work and so little time and the worst thing is not much patience left any more..I am feeling edgy n my temper is about to erupt..
Do you know how irritating it is when people keep asking me to do their share of work, not to mention my own huge share to be completed..
I am annoyed at myself. Really! I still don't have the guts to say "NO'...At last I end up doing everything and every time...I am always taken for granted n who am I to blame but myself.
Guess what, after turning down my friends invitation to accompany her to buy some stuff for the' Jubli Emas opening ceremony', I felt so sick in my stomach. I couldn't forget her disappointed look n I went straight to her and told her that I change my mind and I'll accompany her anyway...
Do you believed me if I were to tell u that I felt much better after that....
Yes, I sure do....
Thas why i just can never say 'NO'