After 2 months of hoping and wishing.
I ran out of positive thoughts.
The best thing to do is to accept the facts that she may not be what she used to be.
Accepting the facts is hard but thats the only choice that I have.
I don't want to go on fooling myself into believing the 'impossible'
Yesterday I thought that it might be today.
If it is not today then it might be tommorrow.
But this is going on too long, too far.
The chances are thinning.
The crual truth is slipping in slowly.
Yes, I do believed that God is capable of everything.
But the logic side of my brain is educating my dreamwave.
The reality is hard to swallow but I do not need to be pampered by false hopes.
She will always be my princess no matter what, no matter how.
I just hope God will make things easier for both of us.
Yes, I am not in my best mood today.
Yes, I am stressed beyond words.
Yes, I need to voice out my stupid thoughts once in a while.
So this is it........Rubbish!