broken to bits

I want to run away
I want to disappear.
I want to vanish.
Let me alone,
Stop it
I do not need more pain.
I cant stand the hurt anymore
Forever being used and abused
Sometimes life sucks
Most of the time life sucks.
Always sucks
Nobody cares
Nobody notices
The pain is unbearable,
Heartbreaking
So God,
Please please please....
Rescue me.

This morning I am still not in my best mood. God knows whats in my mind.