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Saturday, July 20, 2013

Ja

I love to see her in the morning.
Lepas di lap badan, cuci mulut,tukar pakaian dan berbedak, she looks just like the old Ja.
Kalau pagi Ja suka pandang sekeliling, sekejap tidur sekejap jaga.
Dia nampak relax dan free from pain.
Pagi2 Ja dengar bacaan ruqyah, syifa' dan nasyid Maher Zain.
Saya tak miss membebel kat telinga ja setiap pagi.
Agaknya Ja buat2 tak dengar saja tu.

Tengahari Ja tidor lama.
Ja tak hirau siapa pun dtg melawat, dia continue tidor.
Ja, Aron Aziz datang tu....Gotcha!
Mummy Ja pun ambik peluang tido jugak kalau tak de tamu.
Kalau ada tamu saya lagi suka, dapat kongsi cerita..
Maklum lah saya ni terperap jer kat sini tak keluar langsung.
Lost in my small world.
Betul bila ada tamu sibuk sikit tapi tak per,
bila sibuk, hari terasa sedikit pendek,
otak pun tak sempat nak fikir karut marut.

Petang Ja kurang tidur.
Petang anak2 Ja datang kacau Ja.
Kacau lah semau nya, biar Ja give up tidur dan bangun bagi sebijik sorang.
Imaad dah pandai ajuk gaya Ja tidur.
Imaad suka benar sebab kalau dia tembak mummy pun mummy tak leh sepit ketam kat peha dia.
Imaad bebas nak buat apa saja, kan Imaad kan?
Ja bernafas kencang kalau Iyaad ada sebelah dia.
Ja dapat rasa kot.

Malam hari Ja mula gelisah.
Tak nak tidor. Mata butang.
Puas ubah kedudukan supaya dia selesa tapi dia mcm protes.
Sejuk ke Ja? Ke panas?
Ke sakit?
Ke apa?
Tu lah,
Mummy suruh ja bercakap Ja tak nak.
Mummy suruh Ja signal kalau tak nak cakap pun,. Ja tak nak jugak.
Kan Ja jugak yg susah..
Malam2 sessi membebel lebih rancak dari siang.
Penuh telinga Ja.


3 comments:

Anonymous said...

teruskan ngepek aunty, nnt tibe2 ja kato, "seghabut weh mummy!".. haa, mase tu aunty ready molek jgn jatuh belebing sbb terkejut :)) semoga Allah permudahkan segala urusan aunty dan family.

indah-chan said...

betul2. teruskan bebelanmu. hehe

Anonymous said...

Salam aunty hani. I am so sorry to hear about Ja. I have never met Ja before but have heard of her from the Cork alumni group. I was one of the seniors at UCC but left a couple if yrs before Ja joined. I have been following your blog recently since I was made aware of Ja's unfortunate predicament. My heart and prayers go to all of you and Ja too, of course. Reading your entries, I am unsure whether Ja is conscious or not as you described her to be awake and looking around in the morning. If this is true then please look out for any signs of comprehension from her in case she is in a locked in state. Just a thought from one of many beings who is praying for the best outcome possible for Ja,you and the rest of your family.

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