Monolog buat Nawwal

Assalmualaikum Nawwal,
Dah banyak hari mummy  tak menangis.
Hari ni tiba tiba rasa nak menangis.
Nawwal punya pasal lah.
Bila baca komen Nawwal di facebook tadi tu,
Mummy was choking with tears,
Apa tidak nya, dah lama sgt tak dgr ja langgil Mummy,
tiba2 Nawwal sapa mummy..
Mummy ni Nawwal, mudah sangat tersentuh hati.
Dulu tak macam ni,
Lately hati rapuh.
agaknya kena tampal dgn gam UHU baru hati jadi heavy duty sikit.
Nawwal,
Bertuah lah mummy kerana mengenali Nawwal.
Bertuah nya Ja dapat kawan yg bernama  Nawwal ni.
Dari zaman persekolahan lagi persahabatan terjalin.
Di bibir Ja kalau tidak Nawwal, Najwa,
Kalau tidak Najwa, Nawwal.
3 sekawan.
Di hari perkahwinan Ja dulu pun Nawwal ada sama.
Nawwal share bilik dgn nenek Ja, Nawal tak kisah pun.
Hari2 terakhir Ja sebagai ibu mengandung pun Nawwal sempat jenguk Ja lagi.
Mummy ingat sgt betapa happy nya Ja bila tau Nawwal nak singgah lunch.
Nawwal janji akan dtg lagi untuk tgok baby Ja selepas Ja bersalin.
Janji telah dikota.
U come again and again to see her.
But Nawwal, she did not smile at you any more.
She did not tell me to cook lunch for you
She did not answer when you called her name
She did not even look at you.
Forgive her Nawwal, she tried.
She is still trying....
Nawwal,
The silence is heart breaking.
For all of us it is.
Astaqfirullah....