A taste of freedom

My friend from Putrajaya is here today. From the sparkle in her eyes I know she is enjoying herself. She told me she needed a break so here she is minus the family..Hahaha! How's that for a change..Last year I did this alone..Guess what, out of the blue, I came up with the idea of being a runaway but with cash of course..
I took a flight to one major city not telling anybody about it.I found my way around and managed to land in a decent hotel. Boy, that was brave of me since I am usually very dependent. I myself couldn't imagine my surprised knowing that I did survive without depending on others.
That gave me a moral boost! It sure gave me wicked ideas too...What if I choose not to depend on anybody at all any longer??What if I take a big step forward and never turning back?
One of these days I have to do something to improve my life, my heart breaking life. Just sitting and counting my regrets sure is not helping..I need to move on.So, this is my first step and the next one is coming soon...real soon!
This is a new me in the making...Better watch out for more surprises..You can never guess whats in the package any longer. Don't take me for granted like what people have been doing all my life time..If you think you can read me like a book..., well, now you don't!!

( By the way son, I am sorry if I scared the hell out of you, you are the only creature on earth who was worried sick of my absence..Thank you, I know you love me son and I love you too..but you know me better than that do you?? That's my son.)

MUSIM KEMARAU

Musim kemarau
Musim resah dan bimbang
Daun mulai gugur..
Tanah gersang
dan cacing kepanasan
Bahang mentari
semakin ramah menyapa
membakar rasa
Langit semakin tinggi dan
awan semakin menyepi
Sungai ketandusan aliran dan
hujan pun
belum tentu akan
bertandang

kemarau di hati,
tidak siapa
ambil peduli


( karya ini terselit didalam dairi lama ku, bertarikh12/12/ 1998..
Rupanya aku lupa,
sepuluh tahun telah berlalu
dan aku masih seperti itu... )

bIAR BISU DAN PEKAK

Tutup mulut mu
Jadi lah bisu
Segalanya tentang kita
Tidak perlu di ulas lagi
Jangan cuba untuk mereka reka
alasan seterusnya.
Kau bukan lah mahir berdusta
Jadi lebih baik diam dan tidak perlu
Menanbah amarah ku

Aku cuba menutup telinga
Tidak mau lagi mendengar
pujuk rayu mu
cukuplah setakat ini
Aku sudah tidak sudi lagi
Memaafkan mu berkali kali

Cubalah kau buka mata hati mu
Tilik lah tulusnya cinta
Renunglah buat terakhir kali
Pandang lah bagaimana payah nya aku
melangkah pergi
dari hati mu.

Thank you dear friend

( Someone sent me these nice thoughts just now.Thank you. )

In life, people u meet have a purpose. Some r there 2 test u, some 2 use u, some 2 teach u & some 2 bring d better if not the best in u. Some may even cause u pain & heartache but one must learn 2 move on. So pray 4 people who can't treat u right & see ur worth. Whatever it is, may the Almighty Allah bless u...

Seperti mereka

Mereka sama saja

Kita pun tidak ada beza apa apa

Mengejar esuk yang tak pasti

Kelmarin adalah duri yang bersepah

Hari ini bisa menjadi kelmarin

yang serupa itu juga,.

yang berserabut luka

Kenapa tidak saja kita cuba

menari rentak yang berbeza

Mana tau langkah baru itu boleh menjanjikan

esuk yang lebih sentosa

Kalau pun tersungkur lagi,

situasi nya tentu berbeza.

Mereka sama seperti kita

Biar pun sengsara

Tidak pernah mengenal erti

putus asa

FOR THE SAKE OF MY PUPILS - A MURAL

Painting is one of my passions..

But I stopped drawing,sketching and painting years back..

Why?

Because once upon a time I drew a portrait of someone special.

Tt was the best portrait I've drawn..

The day he broke my heart I get rid of the drawing for good .

I burnt my drawing tools

I swear never will I draw again.

I stick to my words.

Today I start drawing again but not portraits.

Just a simple landscape, fit for the children.

I love to paint but this morning while painting,

tears choked my throat...

I managed to smile

and cried inside.

My friend looked at me and said

"You smile with teary eyes.."

I looked at her and this is my answer

"Wet paint gets in my eyes...."



BROKEN HEART JUST NEVER HEAL !!!!

Samseng Kg Seberang

Alahai, sahabat ku yang di sayangi Za..Bak po tak royat awal2 nak dtg...kalau tak sure best nya dapat spend some time together cam dulu dulu...I was looking forward to meet you but now u r here and I can't be with u like those old days..dah la dtg hari sekolah, tup tup dah ada di KB...awak ni mmg suka suprises laa..selalu jer cm ni..see what happend now.. Tercunggap2 keletihan k.nie ni terkejar kejar balik umah sbb nak jumpa awak la yang...
TQ Za, biar pun masa kita bersama hanya sepetang tapi kak nie seronok sungguh..awak ni tak habis2 lagi dengan perangai giler2 awak tu yer...Za, tadi kan masa tiba kat road block, kenangan lama menerpa di ruang kepala...hahaha..ingat lagi tak masa kita kena sergah on the way to rantau panjang dulu?? Itu lah..awak punya pasal la...nasib baik time tu kita muda2 lagi, cun melecun lagi..Kiranya laku lagi senyuman kita masa tu. Kak nie control ayu macam nak rak..siap bagi no hset palsu lagi kat mamat polis tu..Nak hidup apa2 jer lah..Bab pucat tok sah cakap laa..kalau hiris pun tak berdarah ..takut sungguh.
La ni kita dah baik la wak..x nak lagi samseng cam tu so SAMA2 LAH KITA BENTERAS PENYELUDUPAN! kik kik kik kik...Kalau lo ni lah, sah dah kena tahan..senyum ear to ear pun dah expired dah senyuman tu....boleh pecah perut kalau ingatkan jahat tul kita dulu kn...Jangan la anak2 kita mewarisi perangai kita tu...
Tapi kenangan yg sebegitu lah yang menyebabkan Za sentiasa di hati kak nie dan kak nie tau Za pun tak pernah lupakan kak ni kn???????

This is beautiful

If the Lord has you on hold... hold on! If the Lord has said 'NO' to you... thank Him! If the Lords is molding your heart and mind... go with His change! If the Lord opens doors that you have asking Him to open... Praise Him! Be blessed wherever you are in your life today! God has His hands on the situation!

YOU SAY	GOD SAYS
You say: 'It's impossible'	God says: All things are possible
You say: 'I'm too tired'	God says: I will give you rest
You say: 'Nobody really loves me'	God says: I love you
You say: 'I can't go on'	God says: My grace is sufficient
You say: 'I can't figure things out'	God says: I will direct your steps
You say: 'I can't do it'	God says: You can do all things
You say: 'I'm not able'	God says: I am able
You say: 'It's not worth it'	God says: It will be worth it
You say: 'I can't forgive myself'	God says: I Forgive you
You say: 'I can't manage'	God says: I will supply all your needs
You say: 'I'm afraid'	God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear
You say: 'I'm always worried and frustrated'	God says: Cast all your cares on ME
You say: 'I'm not smart enough'	God says: I give you wisdom
You say: 'I feel all alone'	God says: I will never leave you or forsake you

TQ GOD.

Have u ever heard of the word 'HAPPY'? Sure do....the perceptions of happiness in life differs from one person's view to another. What I'm trying to tell u out there is what happiness means to me. My kind of happiness.
I am a person who find happiness in being able to do what I like best and being able to avoid things I hate...In relationships, I find happiness in loving someone who love me too in returned. Caring for someone who never fails to be there when ever I need a shoulder to cry on..The feeling of belonging and having a special part in someones heart is true happiness.
Apart from that, happiness means the power of health. Just think of waking up all fresh n kicking, so eager to greet the new day..No headache, no aching here n here...so energetic and physically fit to face new challengers in life. Think about that..
Wealth is also a form of happiness which people seems to deny..I'm not being a hypocrite here..For me wealth is the wrapping around the parcel of all happiness..Who on earth could think of being happy if in sickness there's no medication, in hunger but food is scarce, in the mood of celebrating love but there is not an extra cash just to contribute to the mood????Money sure talks...just listen.
Last but not least, being in the blessings of God is the core to all happiness. I really hope that God will always takes cake of me and with God's guidance, I will move on because God knows what is the best for me. THANK YOU GOD!!!

Tidak untuk dijual beli

Saya hanya ingin membeli

Jika ada yang sudi menjual

Tapi bagaimana jika saya rasakan

saya tersilap beli

Sedangkan yang didapati

tidak menepati sasaran

Kerana yang saya mahukan

bukan yang begini

Mungkin saya tersilap

mentafsir iklan

yg menyembunyikan

kepalsuan

Saya juga ingin menjual

Jika ada yang sudi membeli

Tapi bagaimana jika saya terjual

Dan saya merasa sesal

kerana yang membeli

Mahu memulangkan nya kembali

Mungkin dia bukan pembeli setia

setelah menemui yang lebih nilai

dia merasa harga yang dibayar

tidak setimpal

Itulah salah nya saya

Modal tak seberapa

Tapi masih ingin berniaga

Tiba tiba muflis

Kepada saingan yang

Modal berjuta

Bye bye KT

Today is the last day in Kuala Terengganu. Time sure flies when you are enjoying urself. now I am in my last session that is the presentation part. God, I hate this session. I used to avoid from being the one who has to do the micro teaching..This goes for today too. I rather be doing the written work rather than standing up in front of everybody and making a fool of myself..I find it really hard to express myself freely in public..May be I am lacking in self confidence.Why? don't ask me why..God nows! But it's kind of funny thou..My friends used to tease me for having this attitude since I'm not the quiet type, in fact I'm so bubbly n talkative...Ops! I think I heard my name is being called....No, no, no, no................

It's my birthday

Di Hari Jadi ku
Tidak perlu Cincin Intan Berlian
Jika setia telah kau gadaikan
Tiada guna berbulan madu ke hujung dunia
Jika ikatan rapuh dan telah pudar bahagia
Apa lah erti nya sejambak mawar merah
Harum mewangi jika duri mencucuk hati

Di Hari Jadi ku
Hulurkan aku sayang dan rindu mu
Kembalikan tawa ku
Rawatlah resah ku
Lenyapkan duka ku
Bantulah aku untuk
Ubati luka hati ku
Itu lah saja hadiah hari jadi
yang ku pinta dari mu..

Kuala Terengganu I'm here..

Today, I'm going to attend a short course in Kuala Terengganu. It is about the usage of ICL in the classrooms...We have been to this course over and over again..kinda sick of the same old thing..You can't teach an old dog new tricks they say..But who is the old dog?? Not me..Hehehe..Anyway see the brighter side is much better..I assume we will have the opportunity to browse the town searching for "batiks" and what not...I'll be meeting old friends and I consider myself lucky to get away from the havoc we are having in school right now.Back in school the "Jubli Emas' preparations are going on and I tell you, I have loads of things to do...Yes!! I needed a break. Thank you GB for letting me be here today..Yes, you are right..
I AM AN OPTIMIST.

(By the way dear, I'm goin to miss u...)

Mak Bonda

Sekali ingat rasa nak tergelak,dua kali ingat rasa bersalah tak habis2

Well, cmni..
Baru2 ni my sister buat family gathering. Barbeques n makan2 gitu. So adik beradik semua hadirlah..
One of us stopped at our mum's house to fetch her, sure lah include mak kn..
Punyalah meriah, smbil makan sambil cerita2..Anak2 main bunga api dan berkejaran kat depan..
Yang guys (sepatutnya duk bakar ayam...) duk cerita pasal politik terkini, ngalahkan menteri u all ni...
We all ladies cam biasa la sibuk melayan keluarga dan ber'gosip'. X sah kalau berkumpul tak ber'gosip' ni.
Masa berjalan tak di sedari..Dah hampir pukul dua belas dah..
So yang kecik2 tu dah mula mengantuk..Semua sibuk nak balik.
Yang punggah anak masuk kereta,sibuk punggah anak..
Yang isi perkakas hidangan sibuk dengan cara dia,
yang kemas sampah tak menang tangan...
Memang semua dah terkejar kejar nak balik sebab kn dah tengah malam...
Hurry, hurry, hurry!!!..
Berdentam dentum bunyi pintu kereta di ikuti dengan bunyi enjin dan laungan babai..
Saya ingat sampai jer rumah nak terus tidor..penat giler nih..
Tiba tiba bunyi handset mengejutkan saya...
Suara adik menyebabkan saya lupakan niat nak tidur.
Terbeliak biji mata!!
Hah?
Apa dik?
MasyaAllah, biar betul ni...
Rupanya dalam sibuk sibuk tadi kami tertinggal satu item yang paling utama...
Oh my God !!
Soalan adik ku itu power sungguh..

"SAPER YANG BAWA MAK BALIK?"

Mati lah kami kena marah ni..
Terbayang mak bercekak pinggang menunggu kami datang jemput dia balik...
Rupanya dalam sibuk sibuk tadi kami masing masing berharap yang mak ada di dalam salah satu kereta..
Rupanya masa tu mak keluar balik dari kereta kakak saya untuk ke tandas...
kwang kwang kwang!!
Mak, Ampun mak, jangan marah yek...
Panjang betul tazkirah mak malam tu..
Yes, yes..Kami ngaku tersilap tapi
kami ni x sengaja,
Soooo sorry..
Kami tak nak jadi batu cam Si Tanggang ..
Cian kami mak ek,
nanti tahun depan kami buat BBQ kat umah mak so that mak tak kena tinggal lagi..
Mak?
Hellooooo???
Ai seh man,
mak hang the phone...

NO, NO, NO, NO, NO,

If you're an approval addict or people-pleaser like me, I'm writing this especially to you.

You see, I'm a person who didn't like saying "No".

For the longest time, that word wasn't even in my vocabulary.

For years, I never showed my anger to anyone. After years of smiling even if I was offended, there came a point when I didn't even feel anger anymore. I simply shut it out of my life. (Believe me, I thought I was very holy

because of this. Not realizing I was emotionally a mess deep within.)

I had an approval addiction so powerful, it ruled every decision I made.

Why? Because I was desperate for people to like me.

When someone didn't like me, I died within..

I didn't love myself.

I had an abysmal low-self worth.

So I tried to please everyone in everyway.

I abhorred any kind of conflict.

Oh yes, I was a mess.

And one of the ways of making them love me was to always say "Yes."

I never knew that saying "Yes" all the time was actually saying "No" to an abundant life.

So I tolerated all the difficult people and emotional vampires on the planet: Control-Freaks. Drama-Queens. Nut-Cases.. Rage-aholics. Irresponsible Jerks. Hyper-sensitive people. Possessive Parasites. You name the

difficult person, I pleased each one of them—just to keep the peace. But the false peace came with a price: I was throwing away my inner peace. My self-respect. My self-worth.

TAU TAK PER...

Sesungguhnya wanita dijadikan daripada rusuk kiri lelaki. Dia bukan dicipta dari kepala ke kaki,juga bukan dari tapak kaki untuk dipijak pijak. Dia dicipta dari sebelah rusuk kiri lelaki supaya dia hampir kepada kamu(lelaki) ,lengan lelaki dicipta untuk mempertahankan wanita,dekat dengan hati lelaki untuk disayangi.

Woman was made from the rib of man, She was not created from his head to top him, Nor form his feet to be stepped upon, she was made from his side to be close to him, From beneath his arm to be protected by him, Near his heart to be loved by him.

Aku manja dan degil

Aku ini perempuan yang manja dan degil

Kerana aku ini yang manja

aku cepat mengalirkan air mata

Kedegilan ku telah memastikan

aku mempamirkan ketawa

Kerana aku ini manja

aku cepat berkecil hati

Kedegilan ku lah yang menyebabkan

aku mengundur diri

Kerana aku ini manja

aku cepat merajuk

Kedegilan ku lah yang membuatkan aku

memilih untuk tidak dipujuk

Kerana aku ini manja

aku cepat merasa tidak dihargai

Kedegilan ku lah yang menjadikan aku

serik untuk menerima cinta

buat kali kedua

Aku ini perempuan yang degil dan manja.

Terima kasih teman..

TIDAK APA,
JIKA ANTARA KITA BERDUA
YANG ADA HANYA SEKADAR IKATAN
TALI PERSAHABATAN,
KERANA AKU PUN
TIDAK MEMERLUKAN
YANG LEBIH DARI ITU

SUNGGUH,
AKU TIDAK APA..
JIKA ANTARA KITA
TIDAK ADA MASA DEPAN
KERANA KITA TIDAK MEMERLUKAN
HUBUNGAN YANG SEBEGITU

CUKUPLAH SEKADAR
BILA ADA KAMU,
AKU MERASAKAN DIRI INI..
MASIH ADA YANG SUDI AMBIL PEDULI...

(Selamat pagi 'Bond' di Perak.. Semoga sentiasa menjadi seorang guru yg sangat disayangi oleh pelajar..Terima kasih kerana menjadi seorang sahabat.)

Yes! Saturday...

It's Saturday today..
A sunny Saturday
Enjoy your day

WAHAI ORANG ORANG KAMPONG..

X tau nak cakap apa dah..Heran gak la, org yg baca blog aku ni mcm2 komplen..Ada yg kata aku ni x der bab lain ke nak cakap..Asyik2 hal aku jer..X ada lompatan saujana..X ada perkembangan minda..Ada ke cmtu?? Ini bukan blog serious pun. Kalau nak baca tentang berita semasa beli suratkhabar..Kalau nak baca gosip buka website bab gosip..Kalau nak tazkirah pergi masjid..La, mau nya tak marah...
Cakap la kau orang nak cakap apa pun..Nama pun blog aku, suka hati aku lah, nak cakap pasal aku ke, anak2 aku ker..kawan aku ker ..musuh aku ker..Hentam saja la labu..Aku adalah aku dan kau orang tak akan mengubah pendirian ku...never. Sijil 'degil' ni dah lama aku dapat dah..Masuk jer umur 3 tahun, mak aku dah sahkan aku degil. Its my nature so eat your heart out!!
Yang kau org tu susah apa hal?? Nak baca, baca...Tak nak baca, sudah!! Tak ada paksa paksa dalam negara demokrasi ni..Kalau nak komen..Go ahead..Tapi komen yang sewaktu dengan nya dah la..Cian aku la kalau kau org komen yang finas tak lulus gitu..Kira untuk tayangan umum cukup, tak perlu masuk zone tak selesa.
Biar apa pun, aku kan, suka betul kau orang baca blog aku ni. Kalau tak ada pembaca tak seronok kn...Dah luahkan perasaan nak share dengan orang..Tak kan dengan monyet lak..Bukan aku tak tau ada yang rasa apa aku cakap ni betul tapi tak nak ngaku jer..infact ada yang rasa aku ni sekapal dengan diri nya tapi tak nak admit sbb saja nak buat aku marah..Tak sah ke kalau tak kutuk aku ni..Yang awak tersenyum2 tu knape??? Terkena batang hidung sendiri la tu..Padan muka awak..!
Eh, rasa2 laa..Boleh ke aku ganti tempat sasterawan negara nih?? Hehehe..Soalan cepu mas ni..Yer, memang aku perasan. tau tak per.

Mata lah segalanya..

Pandang lah dengan mata hati..
Renung lah dengan lirikan yang
menembusi minda...
Mata tidak dapat memnyembunyikan rasa
Bibir yang ketawa belum tentu dapat
mengajak mata senyum bersama..
Kerana hanya dari mata
badai di jiwa mengintai intai
resah di dada nampak bergelora
Aduhai mata ku...
Seharusnya kau lebih pandai
menyembunyikan resah..
Apakan daya mata ku ini
tidak bisa menipu.....

Bidadari yang patah sayapnya

Aku bukan lagi bidadari
yang telah kau sunting menjadi isteri
Kerana letak ku bukan lagi di syurga hati mu
Langkah sumbang mu adalah titian yg rapuh
Setelah ku menyeberangi ke sempadan benci
Aku sekali kali tidak akan menoleh lagi
Bidadari ini telah menjadi mimpi ngeri mu
Menghantui setiap jejak mu
Hitam terbakar hati yang pecah
Warna bahagia telah hangus
menjadi bara ..menjadi abu
Diam ku bukan lagi malu tersipu
Diam ku adalah dendam yang menyala
Cinta ku ada lah kaca yang kau hempas
Serpihan nya bisa melukakan
mampu mencalarkn jari
acap kali menggores hati mu
Telah patahnya sayap bidadari mu
Terbang pulang ke syurga
adalah mimpi…
Sayangnya kau terjaga
dek panasnya neraka

Hati

Duhai hati..

Setelah merasa keliru

Baru kau mengalah kepada minda

Sepatutnya dari dulu

kau biarkan minda berbicara

Biarkan saja seribu rasional

Menangkis mengikis

Mengusir emosi dari lubuk hati

bukan kalah pada permintaan diri

Duhai hati

Setelah berada di persimpangan

Bingung dan hilang sasaran

Kau menyembah minda

Merasakan perlunya fikiran

Dalam membuat pertimbangan

Hati dan perasaan

Minda dan fikiran

mengajar kita

menilai keputusan

The sky is the limit

Along, Don't say the sky is the limit.Have you ever heard that there are footprints on the moon?So son, spread your wings and fly.......












Whenever your wings get tired,
home is where the heart belongs.
Mummy wish you all the happiness with God's blessings.
Luv u dear













.





(PESANAN PENAJA :
HE
IS
SNGLE
N
AVAILABLE...
he heh he..
gottca!!!)

History in the making

It's nearly two in the morning now. I don't know what I am doing, still up where as I should be sleeping coz tomorrow I will have to go to work. May be I am just not that sleepy or may be there is something on my mind. Thats it, something is on my mind. God, what have I done?? I have no regrets but I just hope that this is not the beginning of an ending. But if this is....then I just have to say that I thank you for everything

My best friend

Seperti bayang bayang.ada awak ada lah saya..makan awak,makan lah saya..cuti awak, cuti lah saya..seperti kata orang..
U and I,
best friends..
U cry I cry,
U laugh, I laugh,
U jump off the bridge..
I'm goin to miss ur 'Nasi belauk'

( U never forget to buy me the best 'Nasi Berlauk' in town..Esuk sure dapat lauk extra nih..kwang, kwang, kwang..)

Generasi ke 4

ADEGAN DRAMA MINGGU INI -'Moyang, cicit dan dot dot dot..'

Moyang : Along, Kawin2 la Long, biar de mok tengok generasi ke-5
Cicit : Lorat mano gak mok, Hero tok gadohhh......

(Muzik latar..Lagu "Ala emak kawinkan aku....")

Lupa membilang usia

Pagi ke berapa aku bangkit dari tidur?
terlalu memburu siang
hingga lupa membilang
kerana tidur itu satu kebiasaan
Rakus menyedut udara segar
Lupa memanjatkan syukur kepada Tuhan
yang telah meminjamkan nyawa
dan kesihatan

Kelam kabut mengurus diri
terburu buru membersih diri
Ringkas nya solat
Doa pendek mana sempat
Terkejar kejar ke pejabat
Tergesa gesa siapkan kerja
Terisi masa hingga ke senja
Dalam lelah dan kesesakan
Tiba tiba terlintas di kepala..
Akan berulangkah rutin ini
di hari esuk nya... .
Lupa membilang usia
Entah bila tamat tempoh nya.

MY PRINCESS

Ja, gather urself up..

Dear girl, I know u r upset n I know u r mad over something..I know nothing that I say will solve your problems..but listen, if it takes the world to ease ur burdens I will not have second thoughts. But girl, the problem u are facing now is not from the outside..It is just a matter of how u see things.Am I not wrong if I were to say that you are making things worst for you by being too worried..u think to much dear and what u r thinking are more nonsense than real. U hv better things to focus on and let God decide what is the best for u..Hope for the best and be prepared for the worst..Life goes on and this little ups and down that will make u strong. success is not having no failure at all but it is the way we stand up and move on after every fall that really counts. Dearest daughter, just remember..We all love n you are never alone.I am always here for u to turn to. I wish u all the hapiness in the world,may God bless u.Every cloud has a silver lining and in fact your cloud has gold glitters in it..So, take a step at a time n I'm sure u can make it. INSYAALLAH.

Kekasih..kita kah??

( Buat Zini di Kota bharu,
Sheila di Lenggong,
Nija di Alor setar,
Nini di P.Gudang,
Rose di Bangi
Noor di K.kinabalu.
Myself di sini...)

Ini sajak Usman Awang 'kekasih'..
people used to refer the sajak as the most romantic one ever...
Untuk kita, kat bawah tu ada version yang lebih sinonim..


KEKASIH
Akan ku pintal buih buih
menjadi tali pengikat mu

Akan ku anyam gelombang
menjadi hamparan ranjang tidur mu

Akan ku tenun awan awangan
menjadi selendang menudungi rambut mu

Akan ku jahit bayu gunung
menjadi baju pakaian malam mu

Akan ku petik bintang timur
menjadi kerongsang menghiasi dada mu

Akan ku jolok bulan gerhana
menjadi lampu menyuluh rindu

Akan ku rebahkan mentari
menjadi laut malam mu
menghirup sakar madu mu

Kekasih,
Hitunglah mimpi
yang membunuh realiti
dari surga illusi...

KEKASIH

Akan ku pintal air mata
menjadi tali menjerut leher mu

Akan ku anyam tajam dusta
menjadi hamparan tidur mu

Akan ku tenun episod curang
menjadi selendang melindungi rambut mu

Akan ku jahit bayu kebencian
menjadi baju pakaian malam mu

Akan ku petik segenap duka
menjadi kerongsang menghiasi dada mu

Akan ku jolok seribu sesal
menjadi lampu menghapus rindu

Akan ku rebahkan maruah diri
menjadi laut malam mu
menhirup pahit nya madu mu

Kekasih
itu lah realiti
yang membunuh mimpi
dari syurga pura pura
yang kau bina..